Addicted to sex with my sister
Alhamdullilah I'm a muslim girl and a very good student as well. My life was going very well but I don't know how I became addicted to sex and sex not with boys but with a girl and with myself. The only girl I ever use is my elder sister. I use net and sometimes cds to watch sex online. After watching I can't control anything and do sex. I really do not want to do all this because I know that it is zinna, but i cant control myself.
* (Editor's note: the next three paragraphs have been translated into English, as the author wrote them in Urdu)
I have made lots of dua for this habit to break, but none of my duas are being answered. I have become very tired over this matter and cannot sleep at night anymore. No-one in my house knows about this but my sister who has also become used to doing this.
Please, tell me what to do. How can I change myself? I am tired of my life, many times I have tried to stop myself but at any time I become a victim of my own nafs again. I have no peace of kind at all. I am regular with my Salaah and recite Quran daily. But my brain/mind does not unblock. Please help me, please please
May Allah Taala reward you for this. I will owe you for the rest of my life if you can help me. Please help to save me, please.
Mai ny bhtttt duaen mangen hain k meri ye habit hatam ho jaey magar meri koi dua b kabul nai ho rae mai bht thak chuki hun ab to mjy rat ko nend b nai ati.mery ghar mai koi b ye bat nai janta sirf meri sister janti hai aur usey b iss ki adat ho chuki hai.
plzzzzzzzzzzzzz mjy bataen mai kia krun kesy hud ko badalun.mai apni zindagi se tang a chuki hun bht dafa hud ko ruka hai mgar phir ksi wakat apny hi nafas ki burai ka shikar ho jati hun.mjy bilkul sakun nai hai mai namaz b pabandi se parhti hun QURAN PAK ki talawat b daily krti hun.mgr mery zehan ki ghalazat ksi surat hatam nai ho rhi.plz mei madad krn please plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Allah Talah AP ko iss ka ajar ata kry.mai sari zindagi apki ahsan mand rhun gi.plz mjy bacha len meri madad karen plz.
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