Please help; I want to like Allah but I can’t because I am unhappy.
I am new on this website. I have a problem which I tried to get a full understanding off. I been seeking answer more then 6 month's. I just can't find it; because the way all Muslim's answer makes me ask more questions. In the end, they tell me that I am making Allah servant or other types of things. Many is changing my word or trying to say things that I don't mean and etc
But you may dislike something which is good for you, and you may like something which is bad for you. GOD knows while you do not know. [2:216]
So what is bad for me? he can change that thing to be good. I don't know my Qadr. But I know I don't have a good future. I have no wealth, work, big school or anything. I'm not smart enough for school.
Work: It's hard to get.
Money: I don't wish money, I have a heart.
I stopped praying because I am mad (I know the anger is from sheytan) but he is right on this point. Allah don't help me or give me ever something I like. I am tired of being alone anyway and I can't feel Allah is with me. No one in this world like's me not even the creator. So, what can I do ? I won't lie to Allah that I like Him because I don't like Him much more and that is me being sincere.
I hope someone will give me a answer. I don't wish to be like this. I want to like Allah but, I can't; because I am very unhappy and I never wished to exist.
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