My husband puts me down and treats me like he hates me
I am 21 year old I was living my husband before marriage without nikkah
He would always talk of other girls compare me put me down at the time i didn't really notice how much is going to break me but it hurts me so much I used to hide my feelings do it back as he made me feel so low in front of hes friend he brags about how he slept with all these prostitutes like is something amazing he did i admit im not perfect either as I used to answer back be mean at times is not that I want to be mean is like sometimes you feel so down and people around u put u down so u say these things he always said that he dont know how to treat women like how husbands are romatic they treat you nicely he told me he cant do that
we did nikkah he made it clear he cant be bothered to show love where as im the opposite i believe love is beaut full i even say to him you are so sure of this how do you know that you cant love me like show it i am always making effort dressing up to make him happy being kind but he treats me bad he says is because i disrespect him but he disrespect me in front people he talks about being free he wants total freedom go out to parties hiring cars wearing nice clothes trying it on with girls.
I thought that people forget that when they marry but sometimes he says things that hurt me makes fun of me i think hr deliberately talks of other women I have problems with trusting people because of my past i genuinely trusted this guy but he keeps hurting me i am isolated i am at home 247 is like i am living but i am dead I keep thinking of committing suicide i feel ugly i have lost so much weight i feel awful and he rubs in my face as well I thought hes my life partner that he will help me i am really really depressed i don't see life i feel so dead he says hes lost so much respect for me but i say all these things cause he put them in my head i really don't know what to do if I break up with him my family will disown me forever..
I love my husband so much he treats me horrible and I only argue because im upset I don't know why he plays these mind games im going to remarry etc im going to go hear cheat u etc is breaking me i really need help
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