I am scared of losing him, I love him a lot but he is not happy with me
i have been married for 2years and my husband recently got his visa and came to live wid me. we live wid my parents.
i work two part time jobs and i am a full time college student. it hasnt been a year since he came and he wants to go bak to c his family. he is taking all our savings just to go on this trip to c his family. he told me i cant go wid him. i told him i am struggling to keep up wid my college tuition and he told me to tell my parents to help pay.
whenevr he talks to me its always in a yelling manner. he never wants to share nything, says its his private life and i have no right to ask about it. i have been on depression medication becuz of him and hav tried to take my life.
i love him and try to do everything for him (ppl say i pampare him too much) right after i finishd my 12th grade and got a job i used to send him money to spend cuz he used to say he doesnt hav any. i found out his family is rich from my parents. he talks to random girls bt gets mad if i talk to a male coworker. he wont give or tell me how much money he makes. he has hit me when he gets mad ( although he does not consider it beating cuz i do not bruise or bleed) and threatens to leave me. he also says im crazy and he regrrts getting married to me .
i love him still and try to make his life comfortable. i cook upon working and going to college (he wants me to not go since we are financially unstable) , i do not meet my frnds or go out if he does not want me to, i have fought wid my parents bcuz of him, and i do not take my siblings ny where since he came here since he doesnt lik kids. if i touch him widout his permission he gets very angry. yet he says he loves me.
i have been crying everyday and he does not care . he only talks about how he is leaving to go c his parents (he is leaving for half a year). we do not have any happy conversations nymore. i am scared of losing him, i love him a lot bt he is not happy wid me.
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