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I don’t know what to do. I am a kind of person who value respect more than love and now I am getting least of it.
Medically it is not advisable for us to get married together. We are both scared not to have sickle cell kids in future.
I always prayed to Allah that please don’t give me any such disease that would affect my fertility or my appearance.. but Allah didn’t accept my prayer and I think he hates me.
He’s turned this marriage into a joke. I just cry and cry myself to sleep sometimes due to my bodily pain and sometimes because of his beaviour.
I love my cousin brother’s daughter. We are of same age.
My mother who is in her late 40’s is suffering from Alzheimers.
Since I have adrenal fatigue and mental health issues, working nights and being on call would be very stressful for me, but there is a deep desire for me to be in the medical field.
Also most painfully I have begun to feel resentment towards my mother may Allah forgive me… it pains me she turned a blind eye to our abuse as children, she tries now, but sometimes I feel it’s because I complain to her so much.
I have never been through this embarrassment in my life and I often cry when I think about this.
I am 15 years old… I need an alternative to suicide. I am suffering.