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My wife came on holidays for getting married. But now she has gone back to her country and I am feeling very uncomfortable as I love her very much.
I miss my wife so much… My first child was born last month but I can’t meet…
I still pray that both of those guy-friends stay happy and blessed with their new gorgeous soulmates. But my problem is that I am too much alone.
Still now I do not forget him, I still love him, I want him back in my life. Everyone hates him. I’m trying but I can’t.
Was it my mistake as I wanted to be in limits… maybe I didn’t give the guy what he wanted? I just hang out with girls, so was not hanging out with this guy the reason he left me?
My relationship with my parents isn’t so good. I spend most of the time ignoring them or bickering. I am clearly the least favorite child, but I don’t mind.
Others might not be bothered delaying nikah in the desi society, but some have strong desires and since I’m one of them, why should I suffer? Some portray marriage as such a complex thing, as if it’s no different than being jailed. Now I’m 22, don’t watch porn, wish to stay away from fitna, sport a sunnah beard, and offer my prayers. But every so often when I get depressed, I just can’t help but please myself.
I can’t find a partner for myself at all even though I have done many wazifas and prayed a lot. Though I have had proposals, but nothing seems to eventually work out.
I thought Allah hated me and wanted him to hurt me. Even though I know that’s probably not right, I still feel that way sometimes. I feel like Allah hates me. Thats when I go back to my suicidal thoughts. I planned, but I’m too scared. Sometimes though I hurt myself without knowing because I’m just so sad.
I was seeking love, but never got it. I know that I am bad, but I love Allah a lot. I always weep. Then after that in 2011, I again fell in love- but now it was serious and very supporting. He gave me that love which I had never gotten in my life.