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They’re shoving marriage down my throat at the age of 17…
My parents died when I was 12 and 16, leaving my younger siblings as well. Now we are living apart.
I don’t know whether this is a test from Allah or it is a curse by someone I offended mistakenly.
I am in constant stress and depression but sometimes think that Allah doesn’t love me and doesn’t want to help me.
I feel like Allah is punishing me… I am so stressed out that I sometimes think I will break down.
Before marriage he used to say he won’t let me work he will help me out and all that. But he was totally opposite after marriage.
I am suffering from depression and it’s getting worse. My dreams disturb me… I have lost interest in my studies and feel upset always.
The problem is I feel even more depressed and stressed since filing. I am regretting it, perhaps I should have waited for him to get back first. I haven’t slept in days because of panic attacks. I have performed istikhara multiple times but I’m just not finding any comfort.
I can’t continue to live with so much anxiety and stress, so constantly. I’m tired. I’m getting sad. I’m scared…
When my parents asked me whether I agree to the proposal or not, the only answer that came from within me was ” No”. Since that day I have been regretting it and praying harder for Him to come back.