Tag Archive for ‘stress’
Before marriage he used to say he won’t let me work he will help me out and all that. But he was totally opposite after marriage.
I am suffering from depression and it’s getting worse. My dreams disturb me… I have lost interest in my studies and feel upset always.
The problem is I feel even more depressed and stressed since filing. I am regretting it, perhaps I should have waited for him to get back first. I haven’t slept in days because of panic attacks. I have performed istikhara multiple times but I’m just not finding any comfort.
I can’t continue to live with so much anxiety and stress, so constantly. I’m tired. I’m getting sad. I’m scared…
When my parents asked me whether I agree to the proposal or not, the only answer that came from within me was ” No”. Since that day I have been regretting it and praying harder for Him to come back.
She says the worst and evil things as bout her son that i wanna put fingers in my ears and start screaming but obviously i am not allowed to stop her, or say that i am hurt we can’t take your abuse anymore please never do it again. And then when my hubby comes back she flips her face and talks to him so sweetly that i become so shocked on her cleverness.
We have moved into a new house where I’m surrounded by people in this new area that knew (and I’m afraid will choose to not forget) about the things I did. I lose sleep. I look at my husband and feel guilty. I just want to cry all the time.
I feel empty now and I don’t wanna study. I just don’t feel like doing anything, though I know I have to since it’s my last chance of having a good life.
Yesterday I came to know that I did not get selected for the defense forces due to unknown reasons. Can you only imagine how I feel right now? Can you only imagine? Can you imagine how intense waswasas of shaytan I am fighting now regarding my Iman and trust on Allah and duas?
I want my husband to give me a separate house and privacy, because everyday I feel I am doing sin as my brothers in law are always in the hall and the house is very small that I have to face them. My question is, what does islam says about the mother in law and her rights on the daughter in law? My mother in law says she and my father in law are first, and then my husband.