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I met a beautiful girl while already engaged, so I prayed Istikhara(13)
May 17, 2020
While engaged to a girl that I dated, I met another woman, beautiful in both looks and deeds. I was confused what to do so I prayed Istikhara, had a dream, and am wondering what it means.
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I think I am committing shirk, I’ve become an addict too
I’ve tried praying salah. Every time I pray, something bad happens, or I get very lazy and I hear voices in my head. I listen to Quran with headphones sometimes, but lately I’m in a very bad mood. I’m angry that I can’t leave this relationship and save myself.
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My muslim husband is an addict
I don’t want our baby to grow up with his dad addicted to drugs, cigarettes and being around someone who drinks.