Extremly depressed! stomach pains ruining my life.
Dua for sickness and ill health
Asalam walaykum brothers and sisters,
I have been depressed for the past couple years, i was diagnosed with many illnesses, such as psoriatic arthritis, shingles and stomach pain. I had the stomach pain for almost 8 years, and it has ruined my life. I dropped out of school because it was getting too bad to handle, and I was 4 months away from graduating, my mom talked to a sheikh and he said that someone gave me the evil eye and did black magic, I was afraid and in tears, I told my mom how can people be this cruel? I've always wanted to do something with my life but I feel like I can't. I've been home for straight 4 years, no job no school, I feel like people are talking about me saying what does she do with her life? But wallah they'll never understand the sickness that I'm going through.
I used to pray and read Qur'an but the depression has made me feel that I'm angry with God, I've always been a happy person, always loved life, but now i can't stand it, I'm addicted to pain killers, I pop them everyday, I smoke half a pack of cigarettes everyday, I've lost weight, I'm no longer looking like myself, every now and then the psoriasis comes on my face and it makes me look ugly, I stay in my room crying mostly everyday, for what I'm explaining in my situation is only 40% family issues is definitely 60%, I've had thoughts of suicide but I will never ever ever kill myself because I love and fear Allah to much.
I just wish I can get a sign from Allah, I always try to accept my illnesses and I say alhamdullah everyday, but how can I accept it if it's ruining my life? I've also been suffering from nightmares and feeling paralyzed when I sleep, like I wake up but can't move, I want to get married but I've had bad luck with the men my mom has been bringing, I said no to all of them, like I have this kind of disgust and I won't even give them a chance, it feels like my heart's closed. I need Allah. The only time I felt happy was when I fell in love, but he was a Christian, so I had to break it off because of course no one approved, and yes I'm still a virgin, I respect Allah too much, but sometimes life's not fair, there are people who don't even have the illnesses that I have but still take advantage of their lives.
If I didn't have the sickness i probably wouldn't have been depressed and in this mess, do you think my stomach pain is a sehar? Please help! Inshallah Allah will forgive us all and grant us paradise!!
I Love Allah99.
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Only time you felt happy was when you fell in love. I feel love can help you get better.
Nightmares and feeling paralyzed in dreams indicates you are living in extremely fearful state.
How did your problems start? Your problems may have some thing to do with violent controlling parent(s).
Are you a perfectionist?
Salam Aleikum.. Listen to me .. don't give up. Life is hard on everyone. we all have a hard time. Allah test those he Loves and those he wants to Test. i know what u mean damn I BEEN through HELL i been through several Wars
Not even WW1 WW2 AND WW3 can match up with what i been through.. and WW3 haven't even happened YET!!
haha 🙂
u see what i mean trust me Allah test those he loves. and Allah knows u can Handel it..everything comes from Allah. even Pain and Even Happiness Pain as a Trail for Test. and Happiness . to Reward u for u hard trails even in this life Allah will reward u.. Allah doesn't only Reward us in Paradise. no if u do test in this life. that Allah gives u. and u go through it.. Allah will Reward u with something good in this life aswell u don't have to wait. till Jannah. even tho JANNAH is the best Reward ever!! . Allah still gives us a big Joy in this life as a reward for our good deeds and Trails we Went through .. i know u have it hard and i know its Easier said then done... but man what can i say just put u trust in Allah.. we got Brothers and sisters in the other side of the world
That see thee loved ones being killed everyday shoot raped .. man and the still have trust in Allah.. so who are we to Complain ... I Pray for U Sister .. Salam Aleikum don't worry u gonna make it..believe in u self Cu's i believe in U!
ASSALAMALAIKUM-
DONT WORRY DEAR YOU ARE HAVING LOVE OF ALLAH IN YR HEART AND THAT HEART BECOMES DEPRESSED ALLAH WONT ALLOW-SEE THIS WAY YOU TRY MAY BE ALLAH CAN DEMOLISH THE EFFECT OF THE BLACK MAGIC AND GIVE YOU RELIEF OF ALL PAINS AND MAKE YOU FRESH LIKE ROSE IN THE FOG OF PLEASENT MORNING-ITS EASY FOR ALLAH JUST BUILD TRUST ON THIS RUQIYA SYSTEM OF ALLAH-
RUQYA ON THE HOUSE.....
After reading some comments about jinns activity in Muslims homes here I give you the technique how to do ruqya to your house :
Ruqya in Arabic means healing, the Islamic way according to the sharia, only Qur'an and sunnah, applying the Qur'an THE WORDS OF ALLAH SWT on the patients.
We are told in the Qur'an that Prophet Ibraheem, alayhis salam, said, "And when I am ill, it is He Who cures me." [26:80]
The Prophet, sallallahu alayhi wasallam, said: "There is a remedy for every malady, and when the remedy is applied to the disease it cures it with the permission of Allah, the Exalted and Glorious." (Muslim) Also, the Prophet, sallallahu alayhe wa sallam, said,
"Make use of the two remedies: honey and the Qur'an." (Tirmithi)
Have a spray bottle.
fill it up with water prefer mineral water.
with the bottle open put your mouth as close to the top of the bottle and recite sourah al Fatiha then blow in the water. Ayat al kursee then blow in the water. Then do the same with sourah al ikhlass, al falaq, al Nass.
close your bottle your water is ready.
go to every room close the door if the room and slightly open the window of that room you in.
recite loudly sourah Fatiha 7 times.
recite aya al kursee 7 times.
recite sourah al zalzalah 7 times.
straight away as reciting the athan you should spray with that water you prepared every corner of that room.
never spray without reciting the athan.
when finished spray all the corners of the room close the window and do the same with every other room in your home.
don't do the toilet.
when every room is done play sourah al baqarah in each room.
make sure your pray the nafl salat in your home. As the prophet said :
Don't turn your homes to grave yards not praying salat in your homes.
(Meaning tahajud and optional prayers)
Sahih bukhari and MUSLIM
TRY IMMIDIATELY AND SEE WITHIN 3 DAYS INSHALLAH YOU WILL SEE THE RESULTS-
REGARDS
I also have suffered from depression for most of my adult like and so I can relate to you. I don't have any illnesses but do suffer a lot from insecurities and the like. like you I've also been unable to complete my studies or get a job. The anxiety has kept me trapped in my house for years. Without this depression I too am quite a positive and happy person, but boy does depression really incapacitate a person!
As far as chronic illnesses go I would seriously advice you to try cupping, a change of diet and tai chi. Traditional chinese medicine is a great alternative to modern medicine and the practise of slow moving martial arts such as tai chi can increase longevity and improve health. I understand how you feel though..I've also been suicidal for such a long time.
Perhaps try ruqyah for the sihr too?
Do you know the cause of the stomach pain? R u allergic to gluten or lactose? These can appear at any time of life. Or do you have IBS? Even the IBS can cause you to react badly with different things like dairy. I dont knw if you know the cause of your stomach pain, if you dont then I hope you find out soon. Go to your doctor and tell him/her to check for these things and if it is none of these, then you should ask to be sent to a specialist
Sister Sana has mentioned some really good points--it is possible that you could have a wheat/gluten allergy (possibly)--it sounds like your doctor will have to do more than just the typical tests and maybe you need to see a specialist. I hope that you feel better soon inn shaa Allah!
Importance of Healing with the Quran .- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twVAiMJA8-M
Sister this is happening to me. Your not alone. Yes this is a jinn. This is the truth. Sister, the only way to survive in this Dunya is to repent and seek help. I'm in this situation right now. No one can help you. Only Allah. Go to the masjid. Sister I'm in a worker situation than you. We all need to seek Allah unfortunately. Is there anything I can do to help? Sister I feel suicidal. Like there's no point of living. So same feelings as you. I like a Christian guy and I still am a virgin. I know it's wrong. Def I have problems too. Is there anyone who can help me?