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I need some help for past abuse
I thought Allah hated me and wanted him to hurt me. Even though I know that’s probably not right, I still feel that way sometimes. I feel like Allah hates me. Thats when I go back to my suicidal thoughts. I planned, but I’m too scared. Sometimes though I hurt myself without knowing because I’m just so sad.
My dad molested me again
For a while everything was fine, but something happened today. I was at home as today was my day off, and my dad came behind me and he licked me on my neck. I feel sick- so sick and disgusted and I couldn’t do anything about it. I just ran upstairs and I just feel sick. I can’t believe it, I feel like I am back to square one. I thought (I don’t know why) everything will be good now. That somehow nothing bad will happen, and that maybe since it hasn’t happened since he came, maybe he has changed.
I can’t take it anymore.
This pain is infinite. I cry for my mother and myself. She doesn’t know any thing, because she herself has so many problems and I don’t want to worry her. Tell me how to be strong? I get nightmares, I get dizzy every time I stand, and I can’t focus on anything because of a lack of physical and emotional strength. I want to become close to Allah. I know He knows everything. Just help me. I want to get married one day and have a happy life, but I’m scared that my abusers will come again.
Molested by my father who is a Hafiz
He used to wrestle and pins us to the floor, he used to lick our face, kiss us, he used to touch our back. Astagfirullah but I didn’t understand or realised it since I was a teenager. A friend has pointed it out to my sister, she told her once occassion where my dad had pinned her down to the bed and she had felt his private part.
Am I a Girl or a Boy?
as far as i could remember i was being molested by 5 men by the age of 5, no body told me it was bad i liked it and by the age of 7 i was seeking it, around that time it was brought to my attention that i was very feminine, i was sad because i thought i was normal until i was called names by kids at school for being me, i then became sad depressed and lonely in a nation that has no tolerance for anyone who is different we are very ugly to those who are abnormal,
Sinning whilst growing up
I have been carrying this guilt for quite a while now and feel lost and confused in my life now. As I was growing up, everything was fairly well. I used to read Quran daily every day in the morning and night, and used to go mosque frequently. However once I got to the age of 12/13, I spiralled outpeople in my class introduced me to graphic websites which I shunned at first, but then started to find myself more attracted towards the sort of material. Sooner enough, I stopped doing Quran properly and praying and started leaning towards negative aspects.
I was sexually molested by my older cousin and I don’t know what to do
The night my older cousin molested me was a really long time ago. I was 12, he was 23, I was immature and saw him in the same light as i saw my own brother who was the same age -I was still a kid (fasting was not wajib on me yet).
I can’t let go of my past mistakes
I feel like I’m being punished by Allah because of all my sins. I’m almost 30yrs old, not married and have no life. When I was 7yrs old I was sexually abused several times by a family friend. I’ve never told anyone about this.
Father has been sexually molesting me since childhood and now I may be pregnant
My father has been sexually molesting me since I was 7. Now I may have an STD and may be pregnant. I feel trapped and don’t know what to do.
He molested her for years and now he demands respect from her
Ever since she was four, her brother would touch her private areas. When she was four, he would tell her not to tell anyone, and she listened because she had trusted her brother. Because she grew up having this done to her by her own brother, and because she did not yet know it was wrong of him to do that, she lived quietly having that done to her.
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