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I feel like the worst human ever

I pray every chance there is and I get shirk thoughts like “I did shirk – oh no – I’m destined for hell now”. I can never pray salah without this stuff and it makes me cry a lot.

I feel my heart is black, that I am close to apostasy

I feel that my heart is black and that I am a munafiq or a kafir. I stopped praying a long time ago. I don’t want to feel empty and at war with myself any more.