Tag Archive for ‘struggling with faith’
I feel like the worst human ever
I pray every chance there is and I get shirk thoughts like “I did shirk – oh no – I’m destined for hell now”. I can never pray salah without this stuff and it makes me cry a lot.
I feel my heart is black, that I am close to apostasy
I feel that my heart is black and that I am a munafiq or a kafir. I stopped praying a long time ago. I don’t want to feel empty and at war with myself any more.