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My guilt and anxiety are not leaving me alone

I have wronged a lot in my past life and I can not stop being depressed and guilty about it. At the time I was 16 I was in a haraam relationship with a boy a year older then me. I had thought that I was in love and he promised to marry me. I ended up losing my virginity to him and had sex with him whenever he wanted because I felt loved and wanted. I do take full responsibility and I have no one to blame but my self nevertheless I will not try to disguise myself as the victim in this matter.