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I’ve tried praying salah. Every time I pray, something bad happens, or I get very lazy and I hear voices in my head. I listen to Quran with headphones sometimes, but lately I’m in a very bad mood. I’m angry that I can’t leave this relationship and save myself.

am a Christian who unintentionally fell deeply in love with a Muslim man. We knew each other for almost 2 years, and spent a lot of time together. He wanted to marry me from the very beginning, but I told him to wait because we have enough time to know each other more everyday. The second time he asked me I got so confused, with a lot of questions in my mind.

I have a lot of selfies in my Facebook and I never thought anyone would use them against me. I don’t know how, but somehow he edited my pictures and turned them into nudes. They didn’t look quite real, but still I am afraid of how he wants to use them against me.

I loved a girl and she married someone else. Whenever I see her, my heart burns. I performed umrah to ask for Allah’s guidance, and listened to so many Islamic lectures about depression and patience. But still I can’t console my heart.

He says his mental condition of psychosis leads to all this, but I don’t believe him. He asked for forgiveness, so I forgave him. But living with him has become unbearable and I no longer trust him. What should I do?

I know they will take pictures of our baby, and the lady will send it straight to his ex, so I did tell my husband I would ask them not to, and also tell them the reason why. My husband said it’s not right, but I could do what I think is best.