self esteem 
I’m repulsed by my husband’s insecure need for love(10)
He is not a man in my eyes as he behaves like an emotional and overly sensitive little girl. I have never come across a man or even a boy who is this way.
My father sexually abused me and ruined my life
I realized that I would never be able to have contact with a man, since I cringed at every touch. My father ruined everything for me, and I was really disgusted. I just faked it, since I could not and was not allowed to tell my husband what happened in my past (My mom insisted on it, she said that if that came out me, my father would be viewed a certain way by people).
I am not Muslim, but I need your prayers
I have been feeling pretty low about my life, things that I cannot change, and I sometimes feel suicidal. I’m not spilling my woes here, because I know there is no solution.
Advice on family and mental health?
I just want to live a peaceful life and be happy. My mother is very kind and loving, but she doesn’t understand what I’m going through. She tells me I’m a coward and that I should be brave, but it’s so hard. My family is very dysfunctional and it affects me deeply.