Grief 
Will this suffering remove sin?(2)
I loved a girl and she married someone else. Whenever I see her, my heart burns. I performed umrah to ask for Allah’s guidance, and listened to so many Islamic lectures about depression and patience. But still I can’t console my heart.
My father sexually abused me and ruined my life
I realized that I would never be able to have contact with a man, since I cringed at every touch. My father ruined everything for me, and I was really disgusted. I just faked it, since I could not and was not allowed to tell my husband what happened in my past (My mom insisted on it, she said that if that came out me, my father would be viewed a certain way by people).
Drowning in sins
gave up on Allah and committed a lot of sins. One of these sins was stealing. At my work I could steal a lot, from clothes to makeup and even money. No one ever knew that things were missing, so it was very easy for me to do.
I want to kill myself, I have been texting another woman
My current wife read a text from this woman who said how she felt about me. Now that she saw it, she said that she doesn’t trust me or respect me. I don’t blame her, but I feel terrible about it because I know I hurt her, and she is now talking divorce. It has been almost 2 weeks and we haven’t been talking much.