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Disconnected from Allah SWT
I have been on antidepressants for months, always changing the pill to find the suited one. I have depression after a divorce a year ago and from coming from the emotional abusive relationship ( I guess I got PTSD ).
The problem now is that I feel disconnected from Allah SWT. I know Allah SWT hears me, I do salat, reading Quran and other nawafil salat, but I have no soul inside. I don’t have any khusyu in my ibadah, my mouth do dzikir etc but my mind is busy thinking of other things.
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