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I fear I have lost myself here and hereafter

i want to hug her so that i can feel a bit relieved..i fear grave,i fear standing infront of allah.ifear allahh..i fear prophet mohammad saw hadis that sins decrease your rizq..im going nowhere..please help me iwant to offer my missed salah..iwant to perform my missed fasts and i want to be a good muslim..ifear my future..