Tag Archive for ‘self esteem’

Despairing of my life and future, in fear of losing my deen
I belong to middle class family, I am single and I am studying in university. I have problem regarding social phobia. Means I feel very hesitate and nervous in crowd and people. Because of this since my childhood I never had any relationship although I am straight, 5,5″ height and average looking and normaly build. But because I had issues in past with my family since my fathers death and since then I have been struggling.

My mother taunts me, curses me and tells me to die
Dear Wael, Can u please set me up with one of your counselors, i need help.
I’m 21 years old, we r 7 brothers and sisters, ive faced emotional abuse for my whole life, my mother wanted first son and i was born, im the oldest, she hates me since that day. she taunts me curses me and keeps telling me to die, she keeps saying that i shuld have died at birth as it would have been good for all of us,and that im the worst thing that ever happened to her, she says i will never have a normal life and i will live painfully for who i am