Prayer / Salah 
How do I repent properly for the “secret habit?”(1)
March 2, 2021
I’m 16 and discovered “the secret habit” when I was around 7. I didn’t use to do ghusl afterwards. Do I have to repeat all my prayers and fast from that time?
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Past repeating itself and helpless.
I was sexually molested and grew up in a pornography addicted family, and now I fear I am going the same way.
Constant fear of my prayers being invalid due to impurity
It is exhausting to do ghusl 5 times a day especially since it is winter and snowy where I live now and it damages my hair and skin.
Ashamed to return to Allah
Allah doesn’t want my good thoughts. Allah doesn’t want my love for quran, for good people, for pious things. Allah doesn’t want my good actions.
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