Prayer / Salah 
Past repeating itself and helpless.(2)
November 10, 2020
I was sexually molested and grew up in a pornography addicted family, and now I fear I am going the same way.
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Constant fear of my prayers being invalid due to impurity
It is exhausting to do ghusl 5 times a day especially since it is winter and snowy where I live now and it damages my hair and skin.
Ashamed to return to Allah
Allah doesn’t want my good thoughts. Allah doesn’t want my love for quran, for good people, for pious things. Allah doesn’t want my good actions.
My parents practice Islam, but they don’t read the five daily salah – how can I pray in secret?
Should I read my salah in secret, as I’ve been trying to do? Or should I try and explain this to my parents… and, if so, how exactly would I go about doing this?
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- **I stopped practicing Islam and I plan suicide if things don’t improve**