Tag Archive for ‘despair’
I have no love for my abusive husband
It’s been going on for 5 months and I’ve started having anxiety attacks when he would beat me.
Homosexuality – Why such a hard test from Allah? Test or punishment?
Could someone please tell me – when would the help of Allah come to me? How would I know if it’s a test or am I getting punished?
Why did HE even create me?
God hates me. My family hates me. I have no friends. Everyone hates me. Even I hate myself more than anything.
Strong feelings of commiting suicide
I’m sick of this life and crying and feeling lonely. I’m so hurt and in pain. Will Allah forgive me if I kill myself and end this pain????
Feeling always depressed and helpless
When I was 9 year old my father died. After that I am become helpless and depressed. I hate my life. I think Allah hate me and not love me.
Constant stress and anxiety
I can’t continue to live with so much anxiety and stress, so constantly. I’m tired. I’m getting sad. I’m scared…
I destroyed my life for the man I loved…
i never wanted to have a sexual relationship with someone before marriage let alone someone who left me for marriage and I have myself to blame. I can’t seem to move on… I feel totally destroyed.
Pregnant and alone
When I can’t take it anymore I pray to Allah that I don’t want jannah because I can’t take this suffering. I don’t know what to do. Every ounce of my strength is gone.
Lost and losing faith
This is my last year of high school. My mother prefers my brothers over me, which is odd because I’ve always been there for her, and comfort her and almost never disobeyed her. Yet my brothers do worse. I don’t have a relationship with my family. I feel alone, all the time. Yes I pray, fast, etc yet I feel empty. I used to feel full of faith, but now I feel nothing and it breaks my heart because I love Allah and I want him to love me.
Desires vs. society
Others might not be bothered delaying nikah in the desi society, but some have strong desires and since I’m one of them, why should I suffer? Some portray marriage as such a complex thing, as if it’s no different than being jailed. Now I’m 22, don’t watch porn, wish to stay away from fitna, sport a sunnah beard, and offer my prayers. But every so often when I get depressed, I just can’t help but please myself.
Entries(RSS)