Tag Archive for ‘domestic abuse’
It’s been going on for 5 months and I’ve started having anxiety attacks when he would beat me.
I am deathly afraid of moving to Palestine with him because I am afraid he is going to get worse.
I have now told him that I cannot take anymore but he just laughs at me and tells me if I leave him he will kill me and the children, which I believe he is capable of. He has tried to rape me.
I performed dua Istikharah (to seek Allah’s Counsel), about if I should divorce from an abusive man.
Should I leave him now? Even when he gets mad at my daughter he hits her really badly… She isn’t even seven years old yet… But when he looses his anger there seems nothing but Allah who can stop the rage.
He has been cruel both physically, emotionally, verbally… I cannot live a life where I hate my husband.
I’m stuck in thinking am I being selfish that I’m leaving him when he needs support and help the most from me…?
I am on the verge of losing my mental balance. I might suicide.
I haven’t told him anything and it’s killing me. I can’t tell him because I’m afraid that he will hit me for looking in his phone and he also blackmails me that if i make one more mistake that he’d marry another woman.
Deep down in my heart I know he will never change and I dont want children because I know they have to face this abuse, which I do not want my enemy to feel.