Cannot Get Married 
I met a beautiful girl while already engaged, so I prayed Istikhara(10)
May 17, 2020
While engaged to a girl that I dated, I met another woman, beautiful in both looks and deeds. I was confused what to do so I prayed Istikhara, had a dream, and am wondering what it means.
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I’m so ashamed of having relations with this man
When we started chatting, I got to know that he is already married with two kids. I know I allowed myself to be used. Whenever I get free time I start to miss him and have to keep repeating astagfirullah to calm myself.
Should I continue making dua that we can marry?
Should I keep hope that we can get married and continue doing Du’a despite people telling me to just move on?
Unmarried sisters making our lives difficult
Even in our neighborhood, due to their continuous quarrels and yelling, people don’t respect us. I fear for my future.