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Screaming In Silence as Guilt Kills me Everyday
I just want to stop all this and run away, I feel everyone looks at me with disgust and they all are aware of my sins, this makes me very paranoid.
Masturbation, self-harm, childhood abuse and bereavement…
I want to end this pain and I can only see one way out which is suicide but I dont want to do that but it seems no choice for me.
Is suicide the only way left?
I’ve seeked for repentance as many times as u can think but Allah doesn’t love me… if he would have had loved me He would have never let me put myself in this situation…
What should I do about my life?
Nude photos were leaked… I cry everyday, people point at me… I feel like dying.
I sent him pictures – I feel so guilty!
I cannot get this thought out of my head, I wish I was dead sometimes even though I know suicide is a sin.
I’m a hostage of love, against my wish…..
I am a 14 year old tenth grader. Being forced to be in love has to probably be the worst of all situations…
My thoughts are eating me alive!
It makes me feel so bad that I’m no longer the person that I used to be. I don’t know how to control it.
Has the sun already risen from the west for me?
Because no matter how many time I cry for forgiveness, I am still being hated by everyone. I feel like it will last forever.
Is doing a sin in mind equal to practically committing it?
How wrong and bad this sin is? Is it forgivable? Am I out of the circle of islam?
I am fed up with the worst of the sins. And can I get a good muslim girl as my wife in this life?
I have been committing these worst sins for all my life… I think God will give me a filthy, ill-character and sinner girl like I am..
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