Tag Archive for ‘despair’
I want to kill myself, I have been texting another woman
My current wife read a text from this woman who said how she felt about me. Now that she saw it, she said that she doesn’t trust me or respect me. I don’t blame her, but I feel terrible about it because I know I hurt her, and she is now talking divorce. It has been almost 2 weeks and we haven’t been talking much.
Destroyed
God brings therapists and people to me to give me hope, I get up and try but fall down again as if He is teasing and breaking me more.
Allah does not take me serious
If by my 25th birthday I won’t find relief I will find a way to end my life through the hand of someone else. I will abandon everyone I know and go to a desert where I will make my final statement.
Running away from home.
My father find some messages of mine… I get scolded and he said you lost my trust…
Brutally abusive mother
Cause of her I have done self harm, I have tried killing myself! I guess even Allah hates me.
My husband says this is a forced marriage
My husband don’t agree on making babies… He say he will marry again with his choice women but won’t divorce me.