How will I make my boyfriend love me like he did before?
I broke my promises several times, i used to scold him alot, but i used to love him too. I even used to tell him evry single thing even if a guy is handsome or something like that. I knew it would have hurt him but i couldnt hide anything from him. And I dont know why even i used to like someone else.
I dont know why I did so. I was over confident with his love that he wont ever leave me. But one day it became too much and he decided to leave me. He thinks its risky to be with me, i might like other guys even after marriage. He doesnt trust me anymore, then I really burst into tears and realized what i did this 2 years.
I told sorry several times and I said I wont ever do anything and will sacrifice everything for him and I know I can. I was assuring him all these for 10 days, then he decided that he wont leave me. And told me he'll be with me as long as I dont do all this things again.
But now the problem is, even if he came back to me, he doesnt love like before. I am happy that he is with me, I said I will love him like hell, and i'll do everything for him, instead i wont want his love for me. But still it hurts me when i dont get any response from him.
He loved me so much, used to do everything for, me but now??? How can I make him love me again?? Will time heal everything?? Will he love me again?? He now finds me boring, he says he dont believe its me. He says i will again become bad like that. He says he is confused, he says he tries to love me, but he dont know why he couldnt. He says he love me but not like before. He is himself shocked with his sudden change. What will I do now?? I can stay like this without his love forever for my sins for him. But still i want him to love me.
Plz help me!!
Is there any dua that will make him the way he was before?? By the way, our parents knows about us.
I know i was a very bad girl. But now im changed for him, and wont do all this ever. Wont even look at anyone and i say my namaz everyday, pray to ALLAH for winning his heart again but I know i should be patient. But still im afraid if he is going to ever love me like before. No matter what happens, I will be with him forever. But how will I live without his love. He was so amazing, still now I find him amazing but it hurts.
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