Tormented by my Father
I'm only 12 years old my father is worst than the devil I don't think hell is enough for him he has tormented me for so long.
I pray to Allah and he does nothing I pray I feed him my tears I cry and cry I kneel and beg and I try to hide myself in the bathroom for if my father saw me crying he would inflict more pain upon me.
is my pain ever enough? even if I'm offered paradise I won't except. Allah I wish to remain in hellfire rather than those bastards in heaven who look on and do nothing.
I will only except two choices me or my fathers life I offer Allah two choices me or my father if he does nothing I will act myself I don't mind killing my father and his bitch wife I feel like killing everyone even myself. I love to see blood splatter on the floor wheather mine or my fathers me or him.
don't tell me to pray I've even consider giving myself up to the shetan and if my father continues to torment me I will turn to darker powers to help me.
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As-salamu alaykum brother. Can you tell us in what way your father is tormenting you? What exactly is happening?
Also, what country do you live in?
Wael
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Salam .My sister it seems you came on this site for help.Has phycologist and Islamically educated I feel that you need help in everyway .You have not explained clearly what your father does and for what reason. But one thing is clear hiding in the washroom and swearing means you are effected by jinn most likely.You need to see a Islamic scholar or read manzil.If your parents were abusing you physically mentally then you need to go immediately to the authorities (police)and go to a women's shelter? This works is a prison for a believer .All humanbeings are tested for this place is to test each and everyone to see who will obey Allah's commandments and teachings of prophet Muhammad.Nevertheless Allah's doesn't help anyone who is living his life in disobedience .True success in both of the world's relies on this! SISTER WHEN HIS disobedience LIFE COMES TO AN END THE PUNISHMENT TAKES PLACE IN THE GRAVE UNTil the day of judgement. If your are complaining now of hurt or anybody .Then be prepared for Hell it is many times worse.......and it's eternal. A person will die and come back renewed and then punished.So be careful what you say and be strong and fix the problem.The people in the past had to sacrifice there lives to spread Islam?
salam bro .. He is not affected by jin. He has already many tensions plz dont increase his tensions by involving him in the unseen. Normally when people are in great grief they love to be alone . The poor kid probably doesnt have anyone to guide him rightly,
And no , Allah swt doesnt hate those who live their life in disobedience to him , he is ar rahman raheem , he loves his people. He waits for his people to turn to him, The kid needs Allah and Allah is always waiting for him.
u can help break a person or help make a person feel better!
When someone is at their lowest, there is a right time and a wrong time to give advice.
When someone confides in you please choose your words carefully for Allah's sake. The one who confided in you trusted you and it wasn't easy for them to seek help and support.
When someone is in that dark place remember they didn't choose to be there. They need kind words to lift them up, to make them feel of value and positive again.
Let us be careful not to completely break someone because of our lack of wisdom and knowledge.
It is not the correct time to talk to a person who is on the verge of losing their Deen and their own self, to remind them about haram and punishment and to be patient and so on. The patience they have endured we know nothing about. We only know what we see and hear, which is usually far from reality.
We all can help this kid practically. He needs a practical help . Allah swt has given him a beautiful life and if his life is being tortured like this, then he has every right to move to a better place to live a better life.
As-salamu alaykum my dear friend, I know your stressed and you feel like your stuck and there is no other way. Did you know Allah only test those who he loves. The prophet Muhammad (SAW) one of the best man on earth, and Allah test him and many other prophets before him. They all where tested and none of us can handle any of there test Allah tested them really hard and now look at all of them Blessed them all jannah. Allah said no souls will be burdened more then he can handle. my dear friend Allah warned us about the shaitan, shaitan is worst enemy special of mankind he does not care for no one. What your dad is doing to you and making you feel this way is from shaitan. Shaitan love to see us unhappy he would go out his way just to make us frowned, like bad dreams are from him. Any crime and evil you hear that goes on in this wold and in are homes it is not from Allah it's from shaitan. Shaitan send out his soldiers to destroy and cause corruption in the world and around us joining shaitan is like thanking him for the way your dad act. But what protect us from shaitan is Allah and his religion, if your dad was a practicing Muslim and obey what Allah order him to do you would not be going through this. Allah loves you more than anyone can ever love you. Do good and wish good even if no one sees you but know Allah sees you and he is happy in what you do for him good. When life is hard it doesn't mean Allah dislike you but it means he loves you. May Allah make it easy for you my dear friend I wish the best for. Please my dear friend don't ask for hell this right here is the trick from shaitan I would you pray for such a thing when you can ask for better like becoming a better person or pray for Allah to give you a good life in this life and the next. Wishing for hellfire is like saying oh Allah the hard times I'm going through right now please give it to me in the next life forever. The next life is forever this life is temporary, hellfire is everything evil you can think about and pain and suffering more then you can ever imagine, just imagine what your going through but forever and never stoping and just getting worst. Pray for something better then that. it is haram to kill or commit suicide the punishment of committing suicide is what you use or whatever you did to to kill your self you will do it forever in hellfire. Let's just try to imagine forever let's look at the Saharah desert and let's say One grain of sand is 1000 years and imagine picking up a handful of sand and clean out the whole of Saharah desert. My dear Muslim I will keep you in my dua, Allah is with and I'm with you inshallah. Everything will get better inshallah soon 🙂
Salaam aleikum my sister, please sister i want to help you, go to the police explain the story And you cannot stay at your parents house Because this sitaution is not good for you at all. I dont want you to follow the sheitan path but Allah swt. This is my advice for you. Just do it immidiately.
My young brother, we can help you if you tell us where you're from.
Which country do you live in? There were services out there and people out there who can help you if you allow them to.
You need to get out of your house but don't make your self vulnerable by running away or leaving.
OP: I will act myself I don't mind killing my father and his bitch wife I feel like killing everyone even myself. I love to see blood splatter on the floor wheather mine or my fathers me or him.
You are saying you can be much worse then your father. Don't do any thing to hurt any one.
You need to share little bit more.........how all this started? Do you have siblings? Does your mother and father treat your siblings the same way? How does your father treat your mother?
This is a test from Allah and the only reason you wrote on this website is because low key you want allah'S guidance and before u do anything, get ur facts straight and do research, is killing really worth it? Have some patiences Okayy calm down, there r worse things in the world happening rn !
"There r worse things in the world happening "
How does this help this brother in the situation he is in????
Your comment is absolutely insensitive , he is only 12 years old, he came here and asked for help telling hI'm there are worse things happening in the world won't help him in anyway.
Dear brother you didn't mention what exactly does your dad do to you????what about your mother??? You need to get help. If he is abusing you physically or verbally you need to report him to the police. Please tell us more about your situation so we can help!!! It must be hard for you, you are only 12 years old and going through a lot.please tell us what exactly he is doing to you!!!
As Salam Alaikum dear brother
1 - Why and in what way is your daddy tormenting you ? Are you doing anything wrong or have you done anything wrong which as per you might be a small thing but when its parents they know better since they have seen more rainy seasons than you.
2 - So much aggresiveness at such a small age is very very fatal. In our country a boy of your age so small is not even forced to fast during Ramadan doing any crime by such a small mind is altogether different and cant even be dreamed or even known by such a small kid.
3 - By writing such things on an open forum is not good brother.. It remains as a proof. ALLAH forbid if something happens tomorow to your dad wherein you are not involved and someone who knows that you have wrote so and so things openly on an open forum you might be in deep trouble which i am sure you wouldnt want to. Keep cool. And think the reason for why is your dad being so harsh and cruel with you. You are way too young to have seen the world.
Finally.. What i personally feel is.. If you have wrote this from your home, that means your father is tolerant since he has provided you with Internet facility on whichever gadget you are using it be it a Phone or a laptop or a system. Even though if he hasnt provided you with these things and someone else like your brother or sister has provided you yet he is allowing you to use it even though he must not be knowing what you are doing with it. No matter however huge your home is nothing is hidden from mom and dad. So if he knows that you have modern amenities at home than IN WHICH WAY IS HE TORMENTING YOU ?
Take it cool. And dont be so hyper. Think over the reason and do tell us also the reason for your fathers behaviour in this way.
Wa Salam